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Lizah Lee
“Always dream and shoot higher than you know you can do. Do not bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. Try to be better than yourself.” ― William Faulkner
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Lizah Lee
“Always dream and shoot higher than you know you can do. Do not bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. Try to be better than yourself.” ― William Faulkner |
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Saturday, December 31, 2011 @ 6:03 PM311211 Countdown
Afternoon friends :) Im super full now . i ate breaded fish fingers and a few wedges . i slept for 3 hours while waiting for bby nk fetch kakak sedare die from airport . haven;t bath yet . just received a text . bby ask me to get ready . JAP LAH! nk update blog dulu ! haha . oiiioiio ! my hair colour quite funny sia . i dyed red . Loreal red . then it turns out to be perfectly red after a month , it become bronze and now i became brown ! hahahahah ! my hair can change colour in 3 different season ! awesome bitch ! hahah . hmmm . today countdown right ? twin kate nk meet i . tanak uhh . die nk minom and mabok old . oh , that's not my cup of tea . Tiada arak mengalir die darahku . Mintak maaf byk2 . aku tak tau uhh ape nk jadi dgn die . makin rabak . kate nk ubah . mungkin zaman mude . sebb tuu die rase mcm nk buat bende nie smue . hmmm ~ it's not that i wanna look down on her . but sampai bile seii die nk mcm nie . haishh . twin twin ~ it has been abt 2 months i last seen u after the kendarat thing . after that i never get to meet u . i miss you effing much twin . i seriously miss the old us . aku slalu ingat zaman kentalan kite . hahaha ! funny :) but cute uhh . haha .hmmm . sorry twin , i've disappoint u a lot . twin ajak go club at Zirca . and i didnt go . twin ajak go Azzura pon i tak pegi . first of all , aku rela pakai duit tuu untk beli barang makan kasi kenyang perot mak aku . lagi pahale . mak aku mcm mak twin . tapi tak terlalu open-minded . mom always make studies as my priority . 2012 resolution is just to strive harder . i hope my friendships in school would be better . no ignorance please . u guys can put the blame on me . its ok lah . aku kan jahat . lagi2 korang dpt tau aku go club nie smue . sorry uhh kalo aku tak boleh fit in with u guys . im not that bad . but may be in ur eyes that im a spoilt- brat right ? let it be lah ok . haishh .coutdown selalu boring lah . slalu tgk fireworks lepas tuu alek . hahah . next year , i wanna book an hotel room that can view the scenery . then bring in food and happy with family and cousins . kan best . pastuu kite tgk orang ramai tak ade pat bawah kite (if we are at the top floor lah kan) hahah! i think in that way , we can strengthened our family bond . we used to play Bingo together and all too . so yea . i think next year we better have that as our new year gathering ! BF24: you know why i stick with you ? because i know we can make it through . his the person that can accept me with my flaws . there is something in him that really brightens up my day . i don't want us to fight anymore . i just wanna stick to one . i can't wait to meet him ! haha . oioi , walaupon kau tak handsome , tetap aku sayang kau oi ! hahah . hahah ^.^ back to top? |
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Friday, December 30, 2011 @ 9:59 PMHi i just went back from Ion . I bought bby Uniqlo shirt for tmr ! yahooo ^.^ happy banget :) this picture above was the last time i saw my mentors . miss them already ! haha .. they always listen to my problem . kak nurul has helped me to move on with life even when we fail and fall . people always like to disappoint us and make the spirit low . we shouldn't care about it . papi disappoint me a lot . mom&sis too . haishh . its ok . im strong . i know it . when school reopen , im going to face with them again :( i feel like curling like a child nw . mentor always helped me in one way or another . i just wanna be happy on my countdown day with my loved one's . will be meeting shafina and atikah too <3 my BBG :) haha .. im just gonna chill at marina and watch the fireworks under the moonlight . i just wish a simple countdown to start my resolution on 2012 . and then back to normal when school starts . nothing much about me . be happy for me please . and bless for my happiness . don't always curse people . because that's bad . really really bad . haha :) catch u guys up tmr okek ! bye bye love OXOX !
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@ 2:06 PMOmbak Rindu
I cried through out my time when watching this movie . well , i guess that's how a wife should accept the fact that life wasn't that simple . And Men should always be thankful that Allah had make him meet with a women that are willing to go through all the obstacles in life . I've learnt a lot while watching this movie . Believe in your faith and keep praying for the best . Be faithful to your partners ~ Don't force them to love you because that will never happen . Though I thought this movie was quite cliche . No doubt , it has successfully made me cry :)
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Monday, December 26, 2011 @ 1:02 AMForever 24
bby baru antar i balek dari nasir's birthday pit . sorry to trouble u again b . 2 hours of spending time with you . i know it's not enough . but hey ! at least something better than nothing wat ! hahah .. okok . orang tuu jealous seii . orang nie pon jealous jugak :( tanak ckp nape uhh kan . haha . btw , i dah tak contact ngan mane2 lelaki ok . haha .. i only have my bby#24 ! ok . saye in setia mode now . hp pp8 dah habes ! huhuuu ! it's time lizah . time to change number ! hahaha .. next year resolution ehkk .. hmm ... I nk last long ngan bby i . lepas tuu i nk concentrate belajar since bby i pat NS . where got time nk mengatal ? hahah .. i nk sangat ikot bby go P.O.P :) kalo tuhan izin kan lah . haha . kalo tak , takpe . i rindu papa jugak . muke die same ngan u b . ehkk ape aku ckp nie !?? sudah terang bapak die . haha ! i rindu papi i jugak . die tak angkat i punye call :( haishhh .. Rindu Mummy you . hahah .. b , i mintak maaf byk2 sebb tak pernah makan masakkan mummy u ever since i naek rumah ubi . imagine uhh . 3years plus .... never taste mummy's cooking . sorry sorry ! i wish to spend more time with u ayang ! haha .. lame tak otp ngan u :( btw , tinggal pon tak jauh nahh . so rajin2 lah dtg sini . haha . lepas tuu lame2 tinggal sini nye turn . haha ~ back to top? |
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Tuesday, December 20, 2011 @ 10:13 PMFamily : yaa . hadn't been supportive enough . sometimes i wonder what does my sister's thinking . dorang ingat mak aku makin mude kape ? hmm .. Old but no brain . sedap beranak .. tapi menyusahkan orang . sorry uhh . but i just can't help it . It's not fair when I am the last child and i have to understand my situation but my sisters are not doing their duties well . Very irresponsible bunch of folks . I am just going to mind my own business and continue to study . I will keep my mouth shut because I don't want this things to happen to me . Jinx ! I have my own responsibility . and my responsible is to take care of both my parents . I love them till eternity :) Lizah&Aziz : Baby ! im glad we are back on track . But basic things should always set to boundaries . When i just realised that I can't live without you . Although I am in a relationship with someone else , we still meet up and still update each other . I am going to change my number soon and may be deactivate facebook . or may be we just share accounts . Im so lucky that I have my super hero to send my sec 5NA application form through the rain man ! hahaha .. haishh . kite kan waterproof :) baby took me away the day before my results collection and had supper . 12.30am outside my doorstep aye ^.^ he sent me safely at 2.45am to home in front of my doorstep also . hahaha .. sweet ehk kau ! haha . on tuesday when i got back from mendaki camp , bby ride me to tekka with his cousins ! hahaha . thosai die ... fuuuuuhhh ! powderfull lah sia ! hahaha . kenyang aku ... actually aku dah makan lunch . tapi aku makan lagi . pegi mampos lah . hahaha . gemok pon aku pe . sape nk heran pasl aku -.-' ahahah . dedicated to my pantat gemuk :) |
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Saturday, December 17, 2011 @ 10:27 PMat Nurul's crib
hi ! i've reached yishun like 2 hrs ago . heheh ^.^ i came from ite college east this afternoon to attend a voluntary event . was not so tired and had glorious moment . proceeded to my auntie's house . miss this kind of family gathering :) all aunties are here . i just finish makan . ouhh my , i can hear mommy's voice from 2nd floor ! all of them are busy cooking . all getting prepared for Ashley's baby shower tomorrow . fcuk ! on my working day :( but at least im here tonight :) called baby . i fcuking miss him . supposed to meet him today . oii ! not that im lazy . but rainning right . nnt u ride bike ..... something happen then u know . supposed to watch ghost protocol tonight . but i just headed to yishun straight instead . bby now at geylang with his cousin to makan . nie budak ehkk .. tsk ~ makan malam je . mcm mane tak boncet . and his boncet is not the small one u know ! so big BIG BIG ! shame shame ! haha .. next month , another 3 weeks time , i will be in the ring . trainning hard . ok , next entry , will be talking about my 2012 resolution :) Bby , i miss you so much , ride safely lah <3 i have so many things to tell you when we meet up . and sure thing , im lucky to be in love with my own exboyfriend&bestfriend <3 Forever24 ! back to top? |
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Friday, December 16, 2011 @ 11:39 AMLizah in the kitchen
hi . i had great days . great moment , working . haha . yesterday i text papi . he always avoid me when i talk about going shopping . i don't know . if this year i did well , will he bring me to Bali ? i wanna go badly . papi so mean sia . mommy giveme warning today . she say , next year no relax relax uhh ! sunday i must sit inside the kitchen . hahah . ok best . this is the time i've been waiting for ! hahaha .. at last . i rule my kitchen :) mampos tunggang terbalek dapor dibuatnye . hahahahah ! i nk belajar masak ! yeah yeah !! rumah ade oven best ! so i can bake cakes . i love cup cakes . those simple one . haha . haven been baking for months . ok . so i nk siapkan buku recipe i ! hahahaha ..
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Tuesday, December 13, 2011 @ 11:38 PMfelonious intent.
i become more fatter , more happier day by day . Mohana ask me wats my relationship status . so i answered her ; 'i have no time uhh . my time occupied for working hours.' then awkward silence . hahah ! so lazy . really lazy . so today i had my shots shots shots ! hahah . apparently , i don't like the make-up . because i think i don't look nice in thick make-ups . look like bapok siak ! haha . ate lunch at causeway point with mohana and gobble a McSpicy . head straight to studio . it was a long hours . about 5hours ? sleepy ! mate steam steam siol ngan foundation smue . after shots head to tampines to send my laptop . had dinner at teh tarik . alhamdullilah ! my laptop nothing wrong . just need to brush up somethings only . i was so worried when my BABY got sick and i've to send him quickly to the hospital . luckily , he was not admitted ! hahah . if not i won't be updating blog now ! :) i love my BABY a lot . ok . and so i jalan jalan at tampines mall . was super crowded with thongs of people . i found my Garrett Popcorn there and bought it at large size ;) my tayang tayang bucuk bucuk ! i finally can eat you tonight . Mona and i laughed heartedly ! hahah .. for some lame jokes , i must say . haha ! suddenly i missed him . when i send my BABY to the abang , i think something is missing . AZIZ AZIZAN BIN RUSLAN is missing . i still remember last time he tried his very best to get my new laptop . i love him so much . he accompany me back and fro to survey . i trusted him so much that i gave him my atm pin number so that he could help me with the laptop transactions . now i don't know where he go . may be now his sad or hurt ? i don't know . the last time he text me was 'ouhh' haha . yaa . i don't know wats happening to us . not in good conditions . i also don't wanna talk much lah kan . or may be he had enough of me . had tolerated my atrociousness . wat to do ? wat to do ?! now i panic already ! haish . no sign of him because i deleted him in facebook . delete plus block in facebook . i don't even know wats my motive for doing that to him . im being too self-centered . i always think of myself . unlike him . he always thought of me . how to make things happen though it never did . his my first love . the guy that i salute always . he always want to build in this intimate friendship between us . well , i think it's going on successfully . Labels: intimate relationship back to top? |
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Saturday, December 10, 2011 @ 12:22 AMbuckle up
KENJI ! hehh ^.^ thank you ezaq ! sudah teman kan i pegi chinatown and buy a lot of stuff today :) hahah . i love this umbrella :) haha .. i think it looked great on me . just that camera quality a bit down . haah . samsung mahh :) hahah . ok lah at least something better than nothing mahh . haha . hmmm . meet him at bedok and teman him go snip snip his hair and then proceed to toa payoh and meet shafina to eat dinner with her :) hugged her to tightly ! haha . i love her a lot !! after that me and ezaq proceed to chinatown and shopping for something . hmmm. walked from chinatown market all the way to fullerton hotel kiosk and have a drink @ starbucks <3 i love him for pampering me a lot of treats . headed home as early because am going to continue working tmr . hmm . withdrawn $400 for mom tonight . a share of my salary <3 haha . mom confirm happy ! ok good life . good night ! Labels: journey with thousands of steps back to top? |
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Friday, December 9, 2011 @ 2:36 PMmovie marathon !
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@ 3:57 AMMommy , saiful and I
Mommy i gerek . hahaha :) i webcam-ing with saiful . we are talking about his ex-girlfriend ^.^ she is so sweet . hahah . i wish i can be like his ex-wifey . so caring and motherly care . you know , sometimes when you love that someone , u're already get used to their style and the way they treated you . and when u found a replacement for them , unfortunately , you'll feel something different . now i know why some people cannot move on so quickly . if u moved on so quickly after your long term relationship , i think .. there is something wrong , somewhere . i have been with saiful for 2 years ? haha . we went to china together and he knows my flaws well <3 haha . so funny right . he is such a caring boyfriend . he bought his ex-girlfriend top at zara . well , at least he remember her . haha :) im not ashamed to let mom see who im chatting with . for me , there's nothing to hide . the night mom was there beside me watching us webcam . she laughed too . saiful gile ! haha . he told mom wat i did at china . WTH ! hhahaha .. the other side of ur daughter , mom <3
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Tuesday, December 6, 2011 @ 11:53 PMhelpless in a hopeless place
hi . i just reached home . nyanyi nyanyi je aku narie . all the way i was thinking of kakak's court hearing . tak dapat attend :( im working today . i couldn't take off . oii ! not my fault uhh . mom never tell me in advance :'( nk nangis please . kakak kluar January 19 . one month away from my results day . bear-bear ? is that you ? is that really really u up there ?! aww <3 i miss you too much bby . but .. yaa . wat to do . i don't know who's fault . my fault is it that you left me insecure ? it hurts a lot . i don't know wat i should do now . i don't even know what i should say about us . haha . im always waiting for your call , your text . i've so many things to tell you . just so sad that it's not responding . im not angry . im just disappointed . i hide my tears to celebrate you enjoying the time of your life . im always hoping . everyday . every single day of my life ; that some day , some how .. you would change . to someone i used to know . muhammad irwan that i used to hug , used to kiss . used to hold . hold on tight ...... im holding . holding helplessly . Hug&Kisses , Lyrah Oink-Oink -..- specially dedicated to my sweet lover . I love you forever I love you too much <3 Labels: bear-bear back to top? |
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Monday, December 5, 2011 @ 9:26 PMChakk ! hahah . hamizan , hamizan ! the most ugliest guy in bartley legendary . trust me . haha . Ade hati nk belanje orang USS -.-' haha . 6A's ehk ? impossible shit . takot nye nk tgg results this coming 19th dec . alamak . yaa allah ! takot , takot ! kalo aku fail mcm mane ? mampos aku kene takek :'/ kalo aku fail , aku tak boleh capai impian aku . sedih sia . December Target 1) Photo-shoot 2) USS 3) Shopping 4) Countdown 5) Picnic with anyone lepas tuu aku boleh bungkus ! hahaha . bankrupt aku ~ i never use my parents money horr . i worked hard . biar genggam barah ! i run for my dreams . dont rely on anybody . come on Lizah . u can . trust urself ok . nobody will help u except urself . even the guy that loved u cannot help u . everyone has their own dreams . everyone would run for it . u too Lizah . don't dream . instead u should be a dream chaser ! mom say , jgn pedulikan orang yang benci kite . sebb doranglah yang akan musnahkan hidup kite yang selame kite bina . fuhh . powdersome ! back to top? |
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@ 5:22 PMbotak
introducing you , my boyfriend :) hahah . cute ehk die.. haha / frankly , i like guys that cut their hair botak . macho rabak ! i want my boyfriend to join boxing . nevermind . i can take care of him . hahahahahha ! im gonna be there for every of his tournament . come on baby ! u can do it ! smack him down :) yeah yeah ! dancing around the bed . rolling down the side bed ^.^ hahaha .. haishh . im gonna lose my mind when u stripe naked . hahaha .. ooiii ! aku blom mandi . narie off . makan tdo . tgk tv je kerje aku . normal teenager's life . tmr work again . awesome bitch ! ^.^ today mom ckp aku cerewet ! tsk ~ she say i always wanna smell good . from my undergarment to my clothes till my bed sheets and pillow sheets too . btw , aku takde bantal busuk ok . aku cume ade bantal wangi jeeee ! mom always wash for me . if my pillow's smell doesn't comfort my nose , i can't sleep at night . this few days my niece and nephew sleep over my house . i hugged my mickey mouse this morning lepas tuu hidung bau ALIUR BASIH ! mau sott je aku -.-'' tros lempar tepi . mom ketawe . tsk ~ bau melekat sia pat hidung . baek2 aku nk tdo sampai petang , tros terbangun . FRESH ! kacau je . so i went to sent my pillows to the laundry basket . that same goes to a guy . he MUST smell GOOD . i fall in love more to his perfume than to him itself . lol sia .but seriously . u must smell good . its a good hygiene practice .
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@ 9:40 AMPertaining You
People do lie and cheat and stab you in the back. There will be people who use you and say they love you even though they fucking don't. But you can't let that stop you from living. |
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@ 2:41 AMattendance
arrrrggghh ! im fucking sleepy now lahh . tsk ~ i slept already . just that something wakes me up . so i ended up blogging here . never mind . but there's something IMPORTANT that i wanna say . i don't like it when i go out with a guy , he ended up attending to his phone than being present for me in reality . sometimes , i feel like i wanna walk off ur face u know . well , lucas taught me that . i rarely go out with guy on a daily basis or for my free time either . so i hope u would appreciate the most time u have with me . if u can't do that .. then im sorry . just leave lah ok . seems like wats on ur phone is much more important than me , which is just in front of u . ouhh wait . beside u , i mean . really . guy who does that really pissed me off . syg , if u love her , go ahead and tell her u want her back ok :) u're still newly heart broken . go fix it urself . don't end up ur calls saying 'love you' or fishy things to me . i want to fall for u . in fact , the first time i saw u , i know it's you . but now that i can see everything , really ... im too uncertain . im too conscious . this message can only relate when it's applicable for you . if you can't see the general idea , then you shall not notify about this notice . Labels: hit me harder im gettin' rewind back to top? |
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@ 12:09 AMsame shit different day
i miss hearing someone say this . haha ! dulu2 mase aku ngan wan kan . haha :) there's this stranger shouted that status above so loud to his friend and teased him . haha . then wan terase uhh . haha . behh aku dah ketawe2 pat tepi corner mase die tgh isap rokok pat depan ion . haha . haishh ~ rindu wan . entah ehkk mane die pegi . ape die tgh buat skarang uhh ? agaknye skarang die dah tdo kot . mesti last message die si pompan nadia keleng tuu ehk . haha . bby , u cannot find someone better than me is it pundek ? pompan clubbers jugak kau cari . bahan grind ehk bby ? tsk ~ takpe lah . its ok . may be die boleh layankan kau . sorry bby . i pentingkan pelajaran i daripade u . i neglected him when im doing my N Levels . i didnt meet him for almost 3 months . aku tunggu kau pulang dari brunei . lepas tuu dpt jumpe bulan puase je . padahal die tinggal bedok je sia . mataeh mane tak sayangkan mataeh die . kau bilang aku ? orang gile je . hilangkan diri ? u also wat . pentingkan kawan2 kau yang pat club tuu . ape tuu ? Zouk ehk ? haha . yelah . NS spoil u lah bby . dulu mase kau gemok mcm babi , tetap aku accept kau . i don't need a cute or hensem boyfriend . i just need a guy that can take care of me and accept my character . just so unfortunate that u can't do me a small favour . very sad and hurt . but i never did cry for you bby . u're somebody to me no more . once ex , means ex . not more than that . if i ever got close to u , most probably we can get back together . but hey . it's ur slimmest chance . today at work ; deployment sheet instructed me to station at men zone . i was browsing through t-shirts . the shirts are super cool . i wanted to buy . but i dont know who i wanna buy it for . nk belikan untk wan , die bukan mataeh aku lagi . haha . craziie right ? the shirts there are not cheap ok . i like the designs . im not so generous to buy for a guy stuffs ok . im just in a mood . thats all . no lah i think because i always see mommy buy for baba baju kan . so it's like normal for us , women , to buy for men's clothing . after all it's our job to look after the men's well-being right . but too bad . i no hab boyfriend . so i decided to browse through ayah's sweatshirt for his brithday this coming 24 dec :) that would cost me about $73 only ^.^ Labels: slimmest chance back to top? |
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Saturday, December 3, 2011 @ 10:33 PMI miss lepak-ing at hougang mall with adilah and afiqah . i dont know where they go . and may be i don't bother . but seriously . i miss them . our old times . just so bad that we couldnt get along . but nevermind . its ok uhh . anyway ..... today dzack text-ed me ! hahah . gile sia . die kate kite dah 3 months ?!!!???!!!???? BILE MASE ?! hahah . im so surprised . haha . layankan je uhh kan . serious mehh ? tak tau pulak yang aku dah kene 'owned' by someone. i myself confused . hahaha . kelakar gile . kompused kakak oii .tak tau nk ckp ape . 3 months ehk .. then 3 months wat i've done for him ? hahah . i don't know , i don't know !! surrender . wa chen de pu chi tau lerr ! Work : today big bigger boss pay a visit to RI . Mr Clive . that botak UK guy . very friendly . haha . so i talked to ain .. somehow we talked about make-up and facial stuff . normal lah . girls mahh . she asked me whether i wore make-up to work or not . hahah . then i was like -..-'' NO ! haha . i wear facial cream that Mom bought for me . ain thought i wear brown-zer . i dont know what the hell was that . she said some powder to make ur face tanner or wat . i didnt know it exist until she told me . hahaha . Lizah Lizah .. i go work wear cream , blusher and lip gloss only . fast game punye . aku takde nk hege2 kangkong dlm toilet . haha . ain told me i looked like Jacoob from Twilight skin colour , ade2 je orang gile nie . haha . and today i successfully sold a total of $2,985.60 of shoes in 2hours . im good at persuading :) big buyers big buyers ! i think because of my blusher ! hahaha . Lizah force herself to smile although she's very tired and not enough sleep . i liaised with jacky . she's cool man ! haha . she told me all the high end branded stuff . cool ^.^ okok .. went home early today A shift oii ! Weekly Working schedule : 0412 : F 0512 : off 0612 : F 0712 : A 0812 : B 0912 : off 1012 : B dd/mm F : 10.15am -10.15pm A : 10.15am-7.15pm B : 1.15pm-10.15pm sorry faiz . i cannot meet u :'/ tsk .. i always delay our visit to rahimmabi mosque . ade event kan ? tsk . everything falls on the wrong timing . i think faiz nie under pewanit uhh . how come die tercampak dkt rahimmabi sia ?! haha . funny uhh . or may be .. wat a small world :) btw , this photos looks wrong right ? yaa .. think wat u wanna think lah ok . his my bestfriend ! hahahahhoo ! that time 2 days straight we go job hunting like dog sia . kesian faiz . takde rezeki . i got plenty of callbacks . but didn't bother coz shafina already recommended me job :) faiz ok wat . u become the watever game instructor . big bucks siol ! yeah ! faiz boleh blanje aku murtabak pat victory woii ^.^ haha . ehkk jap . supposed to eat fish and co with me right !?! never mind . i also understand u're working . being a free lancer is not easy oii . schedule like shit ! tapi faiz solat tak tinggal ^.^ bagusss ! i respect him a lot :)
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@ 12:39 AMAzali Hussein
Hi papi . hmmm .. thank you for being the best dad in the world . nobody can replace you , dad . you're my best . i miss you . im so sorry to neglect you . i love you though . i always think of you every night . i love you so much <3 dad , teach me how to love someone can ? seems like i can't learn how to love any other man except for you . dad , i always thought wat would happen to u when u grow old . can i take care of u like how u did for me ? u tried to give me watever u can . knowledge , money ! haha .. u gave me love , care , concern .. no man can do much better than u . so hard to find a guy with the same character like you . yes true , everyone make mistakes . so do i . but u're different . u made mistakes and then correct it and tried to improve it . i just love you . that makes u perfect . my perfect dad :) hi bestfriend&exboyfriend . i didnt mean to give you false hope . i really didnt know that i would disappoint you . i really hadnt get my schedule yet . so wat u want me to do ? hmm .. false hope as in wat ? i also dont get you . never mind uhh bf . u can leave me . its ok . u're always making things difficult for me . i texted u . but reply mcm ..... tak pe uhh kan . tanak ckp , nnt orang ingat aku keyboard warrior pulak . i dont know wat u're thinking down there . i myself can't get u since the day we broke up . i used to really love you so much . love you like i never did . our relationship is really strong that we can't miss a single sec to not meet each other . at least a call would satisfy u . we shared everything together . we even had close relationship with each another's mother . ur mom know's me well . my mom know's u well . that first guy to sleepover my house of DIFFERENT SLEEPING POSITION . i witnessed u graduate from secondary school . how u did well for takraw . how u ran for ur class like a chicken . haha . the most number of kisses u gave me . u used to me my man . now time had changed . may be part of it was my fault . i gave in too much . or may be .. u did more . i don't know . we can't make it one lah bf . cannot . though we are together for more than 3 years , i guess .. this would be then end of it . i like keeping myself quite . i like to take things on my own . all i ever wanted is .. jangan cari kemarahan orang boleh ? please uhh . Lizah tired . really tired . and u know when im tired , perangai burok uhh kan . or may be .... just dont text/call me anymore . thanks . we should just stop seeing each other before things get more complicated , before the feelings come and go beyond friends i think there should always be a boundary for us . friends should always stay as friends . not more or less than that . i hope u get me . ex is ex . friends is friends .
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Friday, December 2, 2011 @ 11:43 PMApek Durian
Happy Birthday Muslih ! oii apek durian ! u're growing old and rusty already . haha . So last night , as a celebration , we went out to kallang cineleisure and ice skate ^.^ huhuuu ! coooold ! alalah christmas season uhh kan . haha . yaa . ehk muslih not bad uhh . he skate quite well :) hmm .. after that we proceed to bugis coz he wanted to go and look for a stroller for his niece i think . hahah . he was rather disappointed . im really sorry about it . after the disappointment , muslih and i headed the pool place . he taught me how to pool ^.^ ok . may be now ipin should hang out with me more with his girlfriend and play pool together ! hahaha . i dont know lehh .. i think when i hold the stick and tried to aim , i feel more like playing archery than pool -..-' muslih retarded ask me to sing because i lost . haishhh . smack ur head left right up down horr . hmmm . ted joined us late about 8plus i think . his good . the two of them was rather keeping a lot of patince in them . hahaha ! soorrry lahh horr . but they gave courage to try on . STRIVE ON !hahaha . lol . great day , great night . mus sent me home . both was super tired so i present him an unwrapped and tagged labelled . sorry sorry ! nampak sahh dari River Island ;) hahah .. ok lights off AFTER i took my SHOWER .
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Thursday, December 1, 2011 @ 10:28 AMbreakfast is the most important meal
Morning ! i woke up at 8am today :) i slept at 3.15am . i was busy calculating my work hours . haha . hmm . i told mom that my target to wake up was 9am . why did she wake up so early and disturb my sleep !!!! haha . since i open my eyes already , i cannot return to sleep :) so i brush my teeth , hooked my bra and vrrrrooooom ! go breakfast with mom ^.^ the first thing when i woke up , i shout out loud that im hungraaaay ! haha .. very hungry . so both mother and daughter head to the market and discuss about many things . from financials to future planning . very informal . hello , it's just the 2 of us . hmm . this is my favourite breakfast meal ^.^ ta huay and mix chin chau&soya bean . soya bean is really nutritious you know . Soybeans contain all three of the macro-nutrients required for good nutrition: complete protein, carbohydrate and fat, as well as vitamins and minerals, including calcium, folic acid and iron :) calcium helps to build strong bones and teeth whereas iron is useful In menstruating women, genitourinary blood loss often accounts for increased iron requirements. Oral contraceptives tend to decrease menstrual blood loss, whereas intrauterine devices tend to increase menstrual bleeding. Other causes of genitourinary bleeding and respiratory tract bleeding also increase iron requirements. research from my previous F&N coursework ^.^ haishh . today im sad . im forever sad . i don't know what's wrong with him . may be he forgot how he used to hold my hands . how he used to grab my hands . or may be his not the one for me . who cares ? he don't . then why should i ? handsome sangat ke Lizah ? tsk ~ hahaha ! oioi ! aku happy solo lah sia :) remember what syed used to remind you ok Lizah :) long or short term relationship also , i don't wanna commit . that's it ! no way .. NEVER will coz i don't give in so easily . Labels: hard-headed back to top? |