Talk clean ; think clean . and leave ur link/ name before leaving . thank u . love u ! hee^^

People should always have sensitivity as their first self-awareness . Especially when talking to an elderly . Some elderly can be open-minded but the different age range has it's factors to know the gap between the young and old . This is important because it affects the culture in a society . Trust me . I just came back from Band prac today and discovered that 'Respect' plays a very important role to obey and abide to rules . You can be a little 'Mischievious' at times . When you listen to a cool silence, that's when you know that you've cross the line . Likewise, the way you dress up . In this era , i observed that girls had became more 'Wild' in a sense . When i logged onto facebook just now , I saw pictures of malay girls posing as if saying 'IM PRETTY' . it is such a pain in the eye . I am sorry .

 Act your age . Don't act like your show size for goodness sake !

I don't know how guys judge girls . Just because she's tall , trimmed-body line and fair-skinned , doesn't mean she's a good person . entah eh .. lelaki zaman skarang . For me , aku tak kesah . burok pon aku . yang beli baju aku pon diri aku . biarlah ape orang nk ckp . Aku masai ke ... tak tau dress up ke . aku dah biase pon orang comment pasl aku nye pakaian . for me , it's not the time yet to outshine my beauty . hahah . what's funny is that bile lawa je , 'Eh, that's my girlfriend !' Bile hodoh je , 'hmmm , yaa . she's the one.' do you see the different tone in them ? It's very ironic . back to top?

aku kan actually tak suke boyfriend kluar kluar . haishh .. aku kadang2 mcm nk tumbok die pehh muke tau tak . aku sendiri tak kluar . behh bile part aku nye turn nk kluar , ade uhh die punye mepek . soalan-soalan mepek die . behh nnt perangai . haha .. then another thing is that kan . aku kalo tak contact ngan kawan-kawan lelaki yang laen , jgn lah nk cari pasl . call kalo ade bende important at least bermakne tau tak . i dont know why im expressing it here . but seriously , i feel so stuck-up here . like im miserably at home doing my stuff , die mcm pat luar sane enjoy2 . haishh .. i've stop a lot of things as my new resolution . i've stop commenting on guys pictures and status all so that i won't get in contact with them .

orang kate kan , kalo dah attach tuu , buat hal attach . haishh .. entah lah eh .
ini sekadar Pendapat ajeee ehk .

i think it's only fair if one knows how to co-operate . back to top?

ok .. before im going to head out on sunday afternoon , i just wanna say that i love boyfriend more than anything . thank you for accepting me back . giving me this big opportunity to love u like we used to . you never change even an inch . i know he has been waiting for me for quite sometimes . this heart of mine is really stubborn to change for the past years . i wish i could turn the time back . like we used to be so happy . but hey , we are happier now u know ! hahahaha .. yesterday we went to Changi terminal 2 . we had a frank talk . his the reason why i stayed . im sorry if most of the time i misbehave . hahaha .. sometimes i got hurt by wat aby say . but i just had to accept it . may be its time for me to change . i cannot be with other guys . it is so different . because im really used to aby . 4 years of being in a relationship . on and off . on the rock and everything . but we still turn back to each other , smiling and saying that hey , we should start a new . thats wat i love about my aby . he may not have the looks . but he has this heart that is too precious to lose it . hehh ^.^ sweet kan aku . tau uhh die . hmmm ..

had great night yesterday . we went passed geylang lorong . sial uhh the prostitute there very funny . like mini modeling contest ! hahahah .. aiyohh . wat a world yaa . ok lah . need to meet my buddy now . tata .

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everyday . every single breath of my life , i have always been thinking about papi . papi don't seem to care about me . very sad that everyone's focus is on kakak . im not jealous though . i never say kakak is bad too . afterall , she's my sister . but how come im always the one that has to understand the situation whereas people around me just fcuk the hell up and create more trouble . how come i can endure . but how come people around me just couldnt bother and gave up ? if im the only soul in the house that can be resilient , why others can't ? why others stood and kept on complaining and doing nothing on the current situation ? sometimes i don't know wat my parents want . what are my sisters's desire . i can't do this alone . if you're asking for happiness and prosperity , then get ur ass up and work it out . if you yourself don't bother , then who else ? i feel like im carrying this alone . carrying all this burden . where do u think i get the money from ? i worked day and night . and this is the price that they are paying me . i do feel regret that a lot of things that i couldn't catch up because of time constraint . but i never put the blame on anyone .

god can help you ease the pain . but you have to work it out yourself and don't wait for things to happen . there are no remedy to poverty unless you work hard for your own stomach , for your own sake . trust me . back to top?

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